Loving is one of the most greatest gift God gave to mankind. sure everyone can love. but they say, in a relationship, there's only one who can love the most. some might thank themselves for being that person and some might hate, some are greateful to accept the unconditional love that their partner can give. wether you love or hate it, it is already there. you enter the relationship without any hesitation or expecting at all. i encountered every angle of it i suppose. from the happiest to the grieving moment of being in love, from brightening the days till you feel the rain droping at your skin standing in nowhere. again, love is love and you can't complain for being hurt for you're not complaining when you are happy. besides, no one make the things you are feeling right now but you yourself. wether it ends to good or not so good situation, still be optimistic on things and believe everything happened for a reason. life is too damn short to be bitter and jaded. wether you are the victim ( as you call it ) still be proud for you love with all your heart and you have that gift, the ability to accept other person with no second thought. me, as a victim, at first, i am really disapointed on things why it happened to me and yet, if i look at the bright side of it ( though it hurts ) it feels so relieving to know that GOD still loves me and have a good plan for me. of course it will take a long way for me to recover but i am trying my best to overcome all these things with GOD's help. sure i admit i am crying every night or everytime it came to my mind the bitter sweet memories i had but i feel thankful in a way for i experience love with a wonderful person. though it'shard to wait, much harder to say goodbye,... i'm still holding with a little hope that he will come again and won't break his promise and i will be glad to embrace him once again. but if he won't go back to my arms,... i will still be greatful though it will made me cry because i don't know how to start again because he took almost a part of me, greatful because one moment in my life, i feel the happiness when i was with him. i miss him but i miss myself more when i am with him. i miss the brilliant me because my sparks are really gone. i wanna say thank you to you and i am looking forward to see you once again in any form of conversation, in any disposition we are, in any situation because i don't wanna lose you. i feel so sad because we are no longer together but i'd rather choose to be your friend than seeing you never at all... i love you and may God bless you always! take care and i love you!